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Trying to figure this out... [05 Jan 2004|03:20pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Once again, its been a while since Ive updated. But I didnt have the chance before now.

I've decided to mate my entries for friends only. I'm just really worried about certain people stumbling upon this lol. And I've got so much that I want to say about what has happened lately...

But feel free to comment and I'll add you.
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I've been slack.. [29 Dec 2003|09:13am]
[ mood | energetic ]

It's been over a week since I've updated. But I guess I have an excuse because it's been Christmas and therefore I have been really busy. I am still really busy. So this entry isn't by any means going to make up for the lack of entries over the past week.
I love Christmas. I really do. It's my favourite time of the year. It's summer, you get presents and most people are in the best of moods. It's awesome.
This year we spent Christmas Day at my Aunties which is always fun. I ate way too much and had to unbotton my new 3/4 jeans on the way home. LOL. Classy, I know. I was definately spoiled this year. I got everything I asked for and more. Lots of clothes, jewelary, bathers, makeup, cds, perfume etc
So, New Years Eve is in 3 days and I'm getting excited for a few different reasons. But I have to go now so Ill have to write about them some other time. It probably wont be til the start of the New Year. I have a friend coming to stay with me tomorow and he's staying for New Years so I wont get a chance to update. But I'll try my best to get back here as soon as possible.
Happy New Year Everyone. Have a fun, crazy, awesome, but most importantly safe, night!
Love Bella

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My hands are so dirrty.. [19 Dec 2003|09:01pm]
[ mood | happy ]

So I had a really fun day today. I found out last night that my cousin and her husband were down from NSW for a few days so Bec and I went and visited them. We met them at their jewellary making factory as they are down here for the sole purpose of boxing everything there up and relocating it to NSW. Much to their happiness, Bec and I stayed four hours and helped out. And let me tell you, it was a huge job. I reckon we packed up about 100 boxes of tools and random jewellary making equiptment. I don't think my hands had ever been that color before in my whole life. They were black. Pure black. It was pretty nasty and although it was a tedious and hard task, it was actually really fun. My cousin is the best. She is absolutely awesome and makes me laugh every other second. I love her to death. I hate that she moved interstate. But I guess there is nothing I can do about that so I may as well stop winging about it lol.

Anyway, so to my entry yesterday. I have some interesting updates concerning 'my crush', though I am too scared to type them down incase the 'certain boy' ever reads this lol. So until I know how to restrict the viewers to added LJ friends only you will all have to remain in the lurch as to what is going on in my life with regards to my boy predicament.

I'm going to watch the rest of Parenthood now. I love that movie!

Love Bella

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Update: "Aerobie Was Found" [18 Dec 2003|09:41pm]
So the frisbee that we lost at the beach the other, we found him. Al and I got to the beach and we see this girl and boy out there playing the the aerobie. Al asked the guy if they just found it and they said yes so Al proceeded to tell them how we lost it in the water 2 days ago etc. However, the guy threw it back to the girl and she missed it and it sunk to the bottom of the ocean again. They continued looking for it but were unsuccessful. So, once they left Al and I started to look for him but we couldnt find it. Then about 2 hours later Al all of sudden dived under the water and he re-surfaced with 'aerobie'! It was very exciting. It was pretty much in the same spot as we first lost it.. out past the first sand bank where the water is over our heads. I can't believe that we found it. We were sure that the current would have taken it out to sea, never to be thrown again.
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Have you ever... [18 Dec 2003|09:28pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

Have you ever just wanted to scream to the whole world that you have a crush on someone but you cant because that someone happens to be one of your friends?! Well, that's how Im feeling right now. But I'm ok with it because while this person is unaware of my recent development of crush-like feelings towards them there is still a chance that said person feels the same way. Ah, the joys of being a teenager, which I might ad will cease to exist in 6 months. I cannot believe that in May next year I will be turning 20. Me. Bella. 20. What the eff? It's insane. You know when you are still in primary school and you look up to teenagers and think they are so big and grown up and then you become one yourself and its like '20 is so old'. Well, Im nearly there. Im nearly 20. And I don't feel any older than I did when I was 16. It's weird how a person's perceptions evolve and change as one gets older.
Now that I am 19 and have friends that are 20, it doesnt seem as 'grown up and mature' as it did when I thought about it when I was 13. It still 'sounds' older but doesnt 'seem' old. Does that make sense? Oh well. Apparently ages 19-29 are the prime years of our life. And although Ive had a kickass time living life so far I guess the best is yet to come.
Hmm I think Im having a late-teen crises LOL

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It's been a few days [16 Dec 2003|02:47pm]
So I said I was going to try and update this thing everyday. Well yeah.. *try* was definately the oprative word.

Sunday night was Mel's work Christmas Party which, despite the bar closing at 10 instead of 11:30, was really fun. We ended up going back to the cinemas and watched Scary Movie 3. It was quite entertaining.

So yesterday I went to the beach with Al, Joel and Liz and we just mucked around with the frisbee. Unfortunately, Al's frisbee doesnt float and we lost him, so now we are going to have to invest in a new 'aerobie' as he has brought us quite a few laughs. After the beach we went back to Joel's house and had a BBQ dinner for his birthday which is on Wednesday. We riped out the cricket bat and stumps and played a fun game of backyard cricket. We had a ball. (no pun intended)

This morning I woke up pretty early and went and saw The Elf (again) with Al because he hadnt seen it yet. "Buddy the Elf, what's your favourite color". It's still just as entertaining as the first time.

Anyway, its 30+ degrees outside so Im going to the beach...

Luv Bella
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It's hot.. [10 Dec 2003|10:07pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

So it's 10:07pm and Im pretty tired.. I think my crazy weekend is catching up on me.. but I cant get to sleep because my room is like a sauna.
Hmm.. I dont really have much to say though...
So, my weekend was crazy! Darren and Dave came and stayed at my house. We went out on Friday night with Holly and Dan which was a heap of fun. Then on Saturday we went to the Beach and saw The Elf which was great. "Santa, I know him.. I KNOW HIM!!"
And then there was Saturday night! It was insane. We all consumed quite a few alcoholic beverages and had a fantastic time dancing the night away at the good ol 'Twenny Worse'. The taxi driver thought the guys were hilarious when we got in the car. He asked for our destination address and Daz and Dave proceeded to tell him that I lived at '42 Wallaby Way Sydney' as we had been watching Finding Nemo all weekend. It was classic. Some great stories to be told at our 21st Birthdays came out of that night, though I think Ill pass at writing about them in here LOL
Anyway, I guess I should really be writing more about how I am feeling in this thing, not about what I am doing. Ah well.. maybe someday soon I will...
Good Night!
Love Bella

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So true.. [10 Dec 2003|03:53pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there...to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create who you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things. Make every day count. Appreciate everything that you possibly can, for you may never experience it again.

Talk to people whom you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold you head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create you own life and then go out and live it.

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I still really have no idea what Im doing... [10 Dec 2003|01:09pm]
[ mood | happy ]

So yesterday I had a really fun day. Alistair and I went down to Mornington and we ran into Holly and Dan which was really cool. We then went down to the beach and Mel, Casey, Sar, Jen and Steve came down in the end as well.
I went and saw Master and Commander last night. It's set in the Napoleonic Era (1805) and is about Captain Jack and his crew. It was actually pretty good. Some little boy had to have his arm amputated while they were out at sea.. it was pretty gross I tell ya.

So today Im all about doing my resume and getting a job so I can start saving for next year. Im so exicted to be going back to camp. I can't wait. I had such an amazing time. Hanging out with Daz and Dave this weekend has made more even more eager to get back. We just had such an awesome time and it reminded me of all the people I met while I was away and all of the crazy things we did.

Anyway, I better get back to filling in the job application forms otherwise I wont make it to the beach this afternoon.

Love Bella

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OMG [09 Dec 2003|12:55pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

What the fuk?! I have an entry from 2002?! I cant even remember creating an LJ back then..
"Happy 18th Birthday Casey".. so much has changed since then hey mate?! It's been over a year! Since then I have graduated high school, worked for the first 6 months of the year and then travelled over seas for the next 4 months. I had the absolute time of my life and met the most awesomest people. It was such an experience, one that I will never, ever forget...
Anyways, Im off to the beach now.

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I have no idea what Im doing... [09 Dec 2003|12:52pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I decided to make a live journal. Though I am not to sure why because I highly doubt that I will write down everything I am feeling in a journal that can be broadcasted on the internet!! But I am going to give it a go...
Dana, where are you? I need your help on this! I have no idea what I am doing lol

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Happy Birthday Casey! [30 Aug 2002|02:11pm]
Wow... this is my very first entry...go me!
I dont have much time coz Im about to go out... itz my bestest buddy in the whole wide world's 18th Birthday today!!!
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